The new life begins...

I was walking alone from my house to my office
Looking at unfamiliar faces around me
People thought that I'm a new student
when I approaching them for direction
Its ok, i already expect that.

I was standing at the door of my so called temporary room.
It is a dark, quiet, empty and dusty room.
My heart said.. "oh my god, this is not a good beginning".

It was my first day in my new office
People said that you will be given classes later
I was just standing there.. lonely
Looking at the empty dusty room with no feelings.
"How could i start my new life here?"

I went back at 1.30pm
The thing that almost impossible for me to do all this while
What I can see was only my nice but hot bedroom
tried to take nap
But I couldn't
and I felt the emptiness of my life has begins.

On the second day of the new office
I received the teaching assignments
6 hours tutorial a week for MIS with O'Briens textbook
which made me smiled a little bit.
one, because I got my favorite subject
two, because O'Briens book is already familiar with me
three, only tutorials.. I don't have to prepare anything, the CC will prepare the materials
four, at least I already have something to do rather than doing nothing inside my empty dusty room with the emptiness feeling comes around.

This is the third day
and i would say that i still miss my old life very very much.
The people around
The environment
The students
and those who are already considered as my family.

This is the price
of leaving a rush, busy and heavy workloads life.
This is price of climbing a ladder to get my PHD.
And this is the price to start a healthy and wealthy life maybe.